So the first full day of having a fiance and I still can't beleive that we are engaged. I have probably looked at this beautiful ring about 100 times today and it gets more impressive every time I look at it. I am on cloud nine right about now and have been there since yesterday evening when this all took place. It all went so perfectly and exactly how I had always wanted it to go. I remember watching the movie "My Big Fat Greek Wedding" and I just loved that her boyfriend proposed to her in bed one morning. I thought that was the sweetest thing...so intimate, romantic and something just for them. I always wanted it to be that way for me, but I never once told Riley that. I have always cringed at the proposals that happen on the Jumbo-tron at sporting events, or some grand gesture that singles out the woman in front of everyone there. I never ever wanted anything like that....I am way too shy to be the centre of attention. So you could imagine how happy and surprised I was when Riley chose this way to propose to me! To some it may seem a little less on the excitement scale....but to me, it was absolutely perfect in every single way, and I wouldnt change one thing about it. I couldn't have done a better job myself. It was so genuine and heart felt and I loved every minute of it. The ring is absolutely lovely and gorgeous and sparkles like nothing I have ever seen before. I am "in-love" with this ring let me tell you. I think I actually woke up last night just to look at it!! That or I was making sure I just didnt dream all of this up! LOL! I couldnt have asked for anyone better in my life then Riley. My parents adore him and are so happy that he is in both Logan's and my life. Logan loves having Riley as his other Dad and tells everyone how they "tool" (build) together. ITs means the world to Logan that RIley does these sort of things with him. He is the love of my life and my best friend, and I can't imagine one day with out him in our lives. I thank my lucky stars that he was sent my way that one fine day in September. Ahhhhhhhhh! Oops! Sorry got got lost in my ring again..... Im so looking forward to becoming officially part of the McKellar side of the family. I have a great family now as it is, but adding the Mckellars to it, is going to make both Logan and my life even richer. I couldnt have asked for a better mother-inlaw, sister-inlaw, brother-inlaw, neices and father-inlaws. Thank you for making it so easy. Damn this ring! How am I ever goning to get this thing finished? Its got this mezmorizing effect..... Okay so thats it for tonight.....gonna look at my ring a little longer while I go and snuggle before bed with my new FIANCE...... Good Night!

So its early in the wedding plans and no were not engaged yet, but its merely a matter of time. How can I be so sure you ask.....well, he is the love of my life and I am his. We complete eachother in so many ways...... more then we knew possible. I thank my lucky stars every day for sending Riley my way. When I wake and every night when I fall asleep in his arms, I am happy. Happier then I have ever been and that is because he is in my life and enriching it in ways I never could. I dont beleive in soul-mates, but if I did, I'm sure he would be mine. We compliment eachother on so many levels. He is my best friend, the love of my life, and the only one that I was ever meant to truly love and be with. Without Riley, my family and his family, my life wouldnt be as rich. For that I am truly thankful and so lucky. How many people can truly say they have found true, passionate love? I can and have. And I cannot wait to be his bride and a part of his family!